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Today is my 4th Years Anniversary with NovanDiyono♥
I feel so great! You should know how I'm smiling over the laptop and feel blessing like an angel.
We've been through so loooong enough, we shared, hated, loved, cuddle, everything!
He's such my best, not to be vain but you know you really need someone who'll gonna be your guardian, lover, moodbooster, teacher, bestfriend, and also brother.
He had a lot things that girl outside wanted to get, how bless am I.
And this is kind of work I did yesterday
HAPPY 4TH YEARS ANNIVERSARY♥

After watching Alice in Wonderland (1951) I found some good words.
Here's some:

Now I shall never get out. It's a good advice to stay where you are until someone finds you. But who'd ever think to look for me here? If I'd listened earlier, I wouldn't be here. That's just the trouble with me, I give myself a very good advice but I very seldom follow it, that explains the trouble that I'm always in. "Be patient" is very good advice, but the waiting makes me curious. And I'd love the change, should something strange begin? Well, I went along my merry way and I never stopped to reason. I should have know there'd be a price to pay someday

Many people said I should take a rest for my ownself. I deserved it, finally. But i dont know why I need it instead I feel the fear is should be feeling.
Mom, Dad, Who am I? Why you bring me here? Why did you happy at first time you saw me but now leave me this way?
Should you both do this or actually I am that should move out? No one give me any reason, I feel lost. So lost that I cant find my way to both of you.
Dad, you're now with a lady that you choose first time as your loved.
Mom, you're now with a man that you choose now whom do you think understand you this way.
What about me? Where should I am going to?