Welcome!

I could say this year is the great christmas year ever, for the first time after a loooong long time ago finally I'm going to church. I put myself together and make sure that I do this and only do this for Jesus Christ.
It was amazing feeling, you know when you come back home and it's like the door is already open for you. God is good.
Oh and gues what? I got a christmas gift!!




But...........................................
Most of all, I got an amazing gift that God gives to me on Christmas.
Hehe.
Nino is the best gift ever that God ever gives to me, I couldn't say more but he is the good one.
Finally celebrating the real Christmas with a boyfriend.

15th November is already behind us............
Guess what? I'm turning 20!
Yep, 20 without a mom or a dad. Good luck facing the rude world, shein.
My friend's da best, they made me this


And this is my new family, look!!! look up there! LMAO, let me introduce you guys. It's Nino Andreas, a new guy that I've been talked in the post before. Yap, so he's my new boyfriend. Awww.
Guessing that I'll be telling u about him? Nope. not now, next post maybe :p

I got so much freakin time in July. Up and down, roll over and over. I couldn't even open my eyes to the reality that I should face.

So this is what I got from July :

- July is the month where I meet my brother after our last meeting on 1st March when my father's passed away
- July is the month where my boyfriend, my mom, my brother come to me to celebrate Eid
- July is the witness of my effort when I looking for an internship
- This July is my first time join Sahur On The Road (SOTR) and it feels so great! You could shared each other a food to eat for whoever need it on the road
- July is a proccess. Proccess of me being mature
- This July is my first time seeing my mom with her new husband
- July is the month where my boyfriend, my mom, my brother come home. Sadly, my dad also at His home.
- I feel being a big sister this July, waking up my bro and serving food for him like a mom with her child
- I MEET NOVAN THIS JULY BUT IT'S ONLY FOR 1 WEEK. Yes. 1 Week. Actually I only meet him 5 days.

I think that's all.
Bye July....
Hello August, be nice