Let me tell you what I'm feeling now.
I'm not even ready to see he wearing a cops' shirt.
I don't eveeeeen like it, it changed him a lot.
To be honest i never wanna feel so fvcking sad just like what i feel today and the other days before.
All i did is just crying, worried, dizzy, and hate the fact that he's not gonna be with me for a long time.
Now everybody just gonna laugh at me, my happiness is gone, someone who i love the most is betray me with his dream. And the dream is just makin me so down and havin no benefit at all to me.


I can't stand with this anymore.
Say goodbye to my fvcking feeling, my fvcking happiness.