Baper means bawa perasaan or 'take it seriously'
I kinda feel it nowadays..
Everyone laugh at me, they pointed at me, they said im the drama queen.
I forgot how to not take it seriously, bc i know how much it hurt to me.
I love them, I care to everything happened with all of my friend even though sometimes i make it as a joke to cheer them up. But people pls grow up, this is a serious situation.
I feel lost.

Dad, if you can hear me, just take me away with you, I dont wanna be a bad girl, let me go with you.
Dont let me crying over night and waking up sadly.
Anyway, happy father's day dad!
Im sick, my body was broke, can you please heal me? Miss you