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I got so much freakin time in July. Up and down, roll over and over. I couldn't even open my eyes to the reality that I should face.

So this is what I got from July :

- July is the month where I meet my brother after our last meeting on 1st March when my father's passed away
- July is the month where my boyfriend, my mom, my brother come to me to celebrate Eid
- July is the witness of my effort when I looking for an internship
- This July is my first time join Sahur On The Road (SOTR) and it feels so great! You could shared each other a food to eat for whoever need it on the road
- July is a proccess. Proccess of me being mature
- This July is my first time seeing my mom with her new husband
- July is the month where my boyfriend, my mom, my brother come home. Sadly, my dad also at His home.
- I feel being a big sister this July, waking up my bro and serving food for him like a mom with her child
- I MEET NOVAN THIS JULY BUT IT'S ONLY FOR 1 WEEK. Yes. 1 Week. Actually I only meet him 5 days.

I think that's all.
Bye July....
Hello August, be nice

The first call..

Me  : I know you're calling me bcs your phone is already back after the closing ceremony right?
Him : Wtf how did you know that?!!
Me  : It's easy bcs I got a friend who told me that all of student will get their phone back on midday.
Him : That's cool. How is it going? How was ur college?
Me  : Everything's good and I have so much story to tell about.
Him : Well, I got mine too! Really, we need to meet asap. I need to go to the office on Saturday, I thought you free on that day? Do you?
Me  : Yes ofc, pick me up. We're gonna talk much.
Him : But, there will be like 4 or 5 intels around me while I'm in Jakarta.
Me  : Dafuq, should I date you with that fvcking guard?
Him : You might be won't see them but they'll see you
Me  : Whatever, but you don't need to be followed when you get to my home. That's annoying.
Me  : Wait, sorry we can't texting bcs I got no balance at all. Mom didn't transfer me yet.
Him : How to? Hold up a sec, I'll give you

I may say I'm not surprise at all, but I do appreciate and also happy bcs finally this relationship is still working. I thought I was the only lover.

The second call..

Me  : Thanks a lot!
Him : No worry, I still have much. You can call me and also text me when my phone is on.
Me  : Really, thank you. Did you miss me?
Him : Wtf is this question? I miss you a lot. A fvcking million time, I think about you everyday, worried that you won't be okay without me.
Me  : Really?
Him : Yes ofc!
Me  : Me not....................
Him : Oh. Well. That's okay.
Me  : No, you dumb. I'm just kidding. I texted you so much, did you get it?
Him : Not yet, the date setting isn't right.
Me  : Okay wait, I'm gonna call you. Ended the call and I'll call you back to save your balance

There's a lot topic more than this but I should shrink it bcs I'm a bit forget. It's a 20 mins conversation how can you remember that.

The third call..

Me  : Aye, what are you doing?
Him : Packing, prepare what to bring for tomorrow.
Me  : Can't wait to see you. Have you tell your dad?
Him : Yes, I asked him to pick me up in airport. Gonna fly at 7pm. Maybe meet you the next day.
Me  : Well, that's okay don't be in rush if you still busy. Eh, will you go to Bogor with your family or something like that?
Him : Umm, no. I don't know, I guess no.
Me  : I miss you, I want to had a long conversation laying in bed all day with you again.
Him : Me too ney, that's what I really wanna do this whole time.
suddenly his friend's voice appear and say
His Friend : Novan, are you calling your girlfriend. Ey novan's girlfriend, Novan already ask someone in the kitchen to let him have a girl that he could see to be his next girlfriend
Me  : WHAT?
Him : Shut the fvck up, I never said like that. How dare you are!
..................................
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(the noise of him and his friend talking)
Him : Ney...
Me  : Hmm
Him : Ney, what's up? It's just kidding, you know me.
Me  : Hmm
Him : Okay, should I ended up the phone
*me ended call*'

Moodbreaker. BREAKER. That's okay you went to Makassar and reach your dream, but what was I heard ? Is that you? Ow. I hope not.
Then he called me right after I ended up the call.

The fourth call.. 
The fifth call...
The sixth call...
The seventh call...
The eight call...
The ninth call....

I rejected.

He text me later.

Him : Why didn't you answer my phone? Are you angry to me?
Me  : Your fvcking friend told that you're looking for a new???! Bitch you asshole
Him : I swear to the God I didn't that, you know there's no girl here, don't be silly. That's the way man to man kidding, you know that.
Me  : Whatever.
Him : I never did anything that you worried about, please don't blame me and creating a new problem. I swear I never did something fool. Do you trust me or them who just talking like that?
Me  : Whatever.
Him : Sorry.

We fight. It's the first time he called me that long but we fight. I thought I just need a rest, I already cried. That's okay, that is okay..

And guess what? We are not fighting anymore.
But I still wanna know the fact, lmao he must be know that I'm a detective.

Well, I just saw my friend's tweet and she said all of the student in SPN Batua gonna get their phone back.

No need too much wish in life, once you get what you need, that is enough! :)

 Let us see, will the phone back tomorrow? I just need to clear my room and also entire home bcs all of the things are messed up.