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I could say this year is the great christmas year ever, for the first time after a loooong long time ago finally I'm going to church. I put myself together and make sure that I do this and only do this for Jesus Christ. It was amazing feeling, you know when you come...

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15th November is already behind us............ Guess what? I'm turning 20! Yep, 20 without a mom or a dad. Good luck facing the rude world, shein. My friend's da best, they made me this this one made by Namita  this made by Shita  this is made by Dira And this is my new...

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I got so much freakin time in July. Up and down, roll over and over. I couldn't even open my eyes to the reality that I should face. So this is what I got from July : - July is the month where I meet my brother after our last meeting on 1st...

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My phone's ringing. It feels like itself dancing all over my room. Yes, I got a call. A million calls by someone who is in SPN Batua. Novan.  The first call.. Me  : I know you're calling me bcs your phone is already back after the closing ceremony right? Him : Wtf how...

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Well, I just saw my friend's tweet and she said all of the student in SPN Batua gonna get their phone back. is it clear yet? idk. Actually I'm a bit happy but i don't know my feelings. If it's yes, that's good. If it's no, that's' okay. See the different? Me neiter....

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Tonight is a good night, I said tonight is a good night. Lately I've been thinking about what happened in my life, such a great stuff even though i know they're sucks. I'm growing up before I'm 20. I got all the problem comes up to the level I can't reach and it...

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As it says.... I got scholarship from my college Do u see my name? It's Dieva Sheina My plan is saving this money for my trip to Bali. Lmfao, nope! It's only used for airplane ticket, my whole life is certified by my mom and dad there. But please sssssssssshh! Don't tell mama...

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Lmfao, judge me for the title. So, I just realize i love deer and it's growing everyday. Deer is my hallucinate friend, we all know that deer is just an animal. Yup but for me, it's the most prettiest animal I've ever seen then I'm starting to love deer. Why deer god? Why...

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Baper means bawa perasaan or 'take it seriously' I kinda feel it nowadays.. Everyone laugh at me, they pointed at me, they said im the drama queen. I forgot how to not take it seriously, bc i know how much it hurt to me. I love them, I care to everything happened with...

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So.. we heading up, now here we are. I'm at my home, in front of the PC all day. He just had a safe flight to Makasar. I was on his home last night, to meet his parent and brother. To meet him of course. I cry while our conversation just started, I...

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I haven't any words to tell, I just hate mylife. Dad, take me with you up there. I can't even imagine how life's go on after this painful. Hardest part of my life, what can be worst than this? Losing you, mom, and my beloved one. Do you guys hate me or what?...

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Let me tell you what I'm feeling now. I'm not even ready to see he wearing a cops' shirt. I don't eveeeeen like it, it changed him a lot. To be honest i never wanna feel so fvcking sad just like what i feel today and the other days before. All i did...

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wassap! just come back to blog bc had a lot to do work before, now guess whatttttttttttttttttttttt IM GONNA BE ALONE bc my boyf is going to study 7 months in another island. Damn God, u must be kidding me. No. That's the fact and i should face it. We're cute, aren't we?...

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